Ok Seriously??

So writing one page on Microsoft takes about ten minutes right?  Sometimes longer, sometimes shorter.  Well I haven't written in a while and I was at page 79.  Then about two days ago I decided I would write some, I wrote three and a half pages and stopped.  Today I went back to put the whole thing on a flash drive, but guess what.  It was still on page 79!  Those three pages I typed didn't even save!  I know it's not a big deal really, but it still makes me really frustrated!  What if something like that happened again but on a larger scale?

Gah I'm so pissed off about this right now!  Even though it isn't even a big deal!  Because well I'm not very far to begin with, and now losing even three pages is totally screwing me up!  I had something I though might be really good going on and then I lost it all!  I just needed to rant for a minute cuz seriously, you have no idea how mad this makes me.  And besides that I'm just super stressed because I'm getting surgery tomorrow and I have to go to the hospital today to get some blood taken and some tests done, then I can't eat anything besides water and sprite and apple juice (which I don't totally mind(;) but still, it's kind of a stressful thing to be getting major surgery tomorrow when you're only 15.  I'm not excited.

But I do have some good news so we can end on a happy note!  Yesterday my fantastic sister took me to Ogden to a place called IFly Utah and I basically went skydiving!  Funnest. Thing. Of. My. Life!  It was awesome!  But my shoes weren't tied very tightly, so while I was in there spinning around one of my shoes flew off!  They had to stop the whole thing and wait for it to slowly float down.  It was so humiliating!  But at the same time it was hilarious and super fun(: Plus my instructor was a babe!  He was just a tad older than me though, like say, 11 years... But still, he was way cool!(:

Anywho I have to go to the hospital now. Adios!(:

Sincerely, Michelle(:(:

The Love scene(:

I know I'm skipping around a bit, but this is the first dramatic scene between the boy and the girl!  It's kind of at a random place in the book, farther than I've showed on here, but I wanted to share it(:  I think I did a pretty good job of creating the mood and whatever(:  I loved writing this because I think it's just adorable!  Tell me what you think<3

Sincerely, Michelle(:

            James is right behind me when I turn around, his finger pressed against my lips in a silent motion to be quiet.  I'm not used to being so close to people, but I don’t move an inch.  This is quite the unusual predicament, I stand and ponder the situation while I stare at him.  Until now I hadn't realized how much taller he is than me.  Here, with our bodies almost touching, he stands almost a full head taller than me.  If I stared straight ahead I would only see full, chapped lips.  I can feel his light breath on my face.  It smells like mint, and something else I can't place, something sweet, maybe chamomile?

            We stand there in silence for a long moment, staring into each other's eyes, his finger never leaving my lips, frozen in time.  I would be happy to stay here with him forever.  Too soon, the moment is shattered by the choking coughs of the person on the couch.  His eyes flit down, as if he only just noticed he was staring at me and I was staring at him.  His hand falls limply to his side and he returns to attend to the sick person.  I turn around and step away, too.  Blood rises to my cheeks and I blush in embarrassment, though I'm not sure why.  I'm still holding the doll and she looks up at me inquiringly.  I drop her on a nearby couch, face down, and look away.  Turn my attention elsewhere.